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AkZnsâ a¡bnte¡pÅ ]mX F¶ {KÙ¯n \n¶v)
an\p¯ amÀ_nÄ ]mfnIÄ.
Ah¡p]pd¯v kqcy{]Imi¯nsâ {]Xn^e\§Ä \r¯w sN¿pIbmWv. IAv_¡pNpäpapÅ Xdsb
Hcp hnkvXrXhr¯¯n Ch aqSn\n¡p¶p. B amÀ _nÄ ]mfnIÄ¡v ]pd¯pIqsS A\h[nb\h[n
t]À \S¶pt]mbn. BWpw s]®pw. Idp¯ aqSp]Sw AWnªp\n¡p¶ ssZhtKls¯ Npän¸än
AhÀ \S¶p. CS¡v NneÀ Icbp¶pv. NneÀ {]mÀY\bn D¨¯n ssZhs¯ hnfn¡p¶p. \nch[n
t]À¡pw hm¡pIfnÃ. I®p\ocnÃ. ]t£, AhÀ¡v XeIp\n¨pam{Xta\S¡m\mhp¶pÅq.
IAv_¡p Npäpw GgpXhW \S¡pI
F¶Xv lÖnsâ `mKamWv. Ckvemansâ Cu tI{µtZhmebt¯mSv BZchv {]ISn¸n¡m³
am{Xaà CXv. CkvemanI PohnX¯nsâ ASnØm\ I¸\ A\pkvacn¸n¡p¶Xn\v IqSnbmWv.
IAv_ ssZh¯nsâ GIXbpsS {]XoIamIp¶p. AXn\pNpäpapÅ XoÀ°mSIsâ imcocnI Ne\w,
Nn´Ifpw hnImc§fpw am{Xaà \½psS IÀ½§fpw {]mtbmKnI ]cn{ia§fpsaÃmw ssZhs¯
tI{µam¡nbmWv F¶Xnsâ {]XoImßIamb BhnjvImcamWv.
Rm\pw kmh[m\w apt¶m«p\o§n.
A§s\ IAv_¡v NpäpapÅ hÀ¯pf{]hml ¯nsâ `mKambn. hÃt¸mgpw am{Xw Rm³ Fsâ
sXm«Sp¯p\n¡p¶ kv{Xosb¡pdnt¨m ]pcpjs\¡pdnt¨m t_m[hm\mbn. Häs¸« Nn{X§Ä
I¬ap¼nte¡v Xo{hthKXtbmsS hs¶¯pIbpw AtXt]mse Xntcm `hn¡pIbpw sNbvXp.
AhnsS shÅ Clvdmw [cn¨ Hcp Iqä³ \ot{Km \n¸pv. acw sImpm¡nb P]ame
AbmfpsS Icp¯pä Idp¯ ssI¯bn N§e t]mse Xq§n¡nS¡p¶p. aembn¡mc\mb hr²³
Ipd¨pt\cw Fsâ hi¯pIqsS ASnsh¨p\o§n. B ssIIÄ \nÊlmbambns«¶ t]mse Xsâ _m¯nIv
XpWnbpsS ]ÝmXe¯n BSp¶pmbncp¶p. apänb ]pcnI§Ä¡pXmsg Hcp \c¨ I®v. AXv
BcptSXmhmw? Ct¸mÄ AXv B BÄ¡q«¯n ap§nt¸mbncn¡p¶p. Idp¯ IÃn\pap¼n IqSn\n¡p¶
A\h[n BfpIÄ¡nSbn Hcp C´y³ bphXn. AhÄ tcmKnbmbncn¡Ww. AhcpsS t\À¯ taml\hZ\¯nÂ
hnNn{Xhpw Xpd¶Xpamb HcpXcw DXvIWvT InS¸pv. kzÑkv^SnIamb s]mbvIbpsS
Bg§fn aÕy¯nsâbpw ISÂkky¯nsâbpw PohnXw t\m¡n ImWmhp¶Xv t]mse \nco£I\v
B DXvIWvT t\m¡n¡mWmw. DbÀ¯n¸nSn¨ hnfdnb ssI¸¯nIfpambn AhfpsS ssIIÄ
IAv_¡pt\sc \opsNÃp¶p. GtXm ]ZclnXamb {]mÀY\sb A\pKan¨ns«¶Xv t]mse
AhfpsS hncepIÄ hndsImÅp¶p.
Rm³ ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw \S¶p. \nanj§Ä
IS¶pt]mbn. XpÑhpw Ibv¸päXpambn a\Ên B hÀ¯pf {]hml¯nsâ `mKambn
amdnbncn¡p¶p. \mw sN¿p¶Xnsâ FÃmw AÀ Yw CXmsW¶v hcptam? Bcpw Hcp {`aW]Y¯nse
Ne\¯nsâ `mKamWv F¶v a\Ênem¡Â? CXmbncn¡ptam, FÃm BibImepjy¯nsâbpw A´yw?
\nanj§Ä AenªpXocpIbmWv. Imew \nÝew \n¡p¶p. CXmWv {]]©¯nsâ tI{µw.
essºIv AÃmlp½ essºIv
A©p{]mhiyw XoÀ°mS\¯n\p h¶Xn\nS¡v
F{XXhW Rm³ B hnfn tI«ncn¡p¶p. Xo¡cnsI, kbvZnsâbpw A_qkbvZnsâbpw kao]¯v
InS¡p¶ Cu kab¯pw B hnfn tIÄ¡p¶Xv t]mse F\n¡v tXm¶nt¸mIp¶p.
Rm³ I®S¨p. N{µ\pw Xntcm`hn¨p.
ssI¯sImv apJwad¨p Rm³ InS¶p. Xo¡pWvV¯nse \mfw t]mepw Ct¸mÄ Fsâ
I¬t]mfIsf Atemkcs¸Sp¯p¶nÃ. acp`qanbpsS FÃm i_vZ§fpw XmWpt]mIp¶p. a\ÊnÂ
essº¡nsâ i_vZhpw ImXpIfn kz´w càNw{IaW¯nsâ anSn¸paÃmsX bmsXm¶pw Rm³
tIÄ¡p¶nÃ. I¸ensâ DSent·Â kap{ZcwK§Ä aÀZn¡p¶Xv t]mse. F©nsâ kv]µ\w F\n¡v
tIÄ¡mw. kz´w icoc¯n\Snbn I¸ensâ ]eIIÄ hndsImÅp¶Xv F\n¡v A\p`hn¡mw. ]pIbpw
F®bpw F\n¡v aW¡mw. B hnfn.. essºIv, AÃmlp½ essºIv F¶ tcmZ\w, F\n¡v
hyàambn tIÄ¡mw. GXmv BdpsImÃw ap¼v Fsâ {]Ya XoÀ°mS\¯n Rm³ Ibdnb
I¸ense \qdp¡W¡n\v IWvT§fn \n¶v Dbcp¶Xv t]mse AsX\n¡v tIÄ¡mw.
ImcyadnbmsX, FÃmhcpw sN¦S F¶phnfn¡p¶ kap{Z¯neqsS A¶v CuPn]vXn \n¶v
Atd_ybnte¡v t]mhpIbmbncp¶p Rm³. kqbkv ISenSp¡neqsS R§Ä
IS¶pt]mhpt¼msgms¡bpw Pe¯n\v Nmc\ndambncp¶p. R§fpsS heXp`mK¯v B{^n¡³ `qJWvU¯nse
aeIfpw CSXp`mK¯v ko\mbv {]hniybnse aeIfpw AXncn«p \n¶ncp¶p. Ccphi¯pÅ
aeIÄ \áamWv. kky¯g¸nÃm¯ ]md{]tZi§Ä R§fpsS I¸Â apt¶m«v apt¶m«v t]mIp¶Xn\\pkcn¨v
Ah ]n¶n hnZqcXbn adªp. Ct¸mÄ aªpaqSnb \c¨ \nd¯n ap§nt¸mb B {]tZi§Ä
ZrjvSn tKmNcsa¶Xns\¡mÄ A\p`hthZyambn \nesImÅp¶p. A]cmlv\¯n R§Ä
sN¦Sensâ hnkvXrXnbnte¡v HgpInbt¸mÄ AXv, XtemSp¶ CfwImänsâ Npfp¡pIfnÂ
a[y[cWymgn t]mse \oenabm˦p.
I¸en XoÀ°mSIÀ am{XtabpÅq.
AhÀ Hcp]mSpv. I¸Â Ahsc Xm§phm³ hnjan¡p¶Xv t]mse tXm¶n. {lkzamb
lÖpImes¯ km¼¯nI t\«s¯¡pdn¨v Zpc]q I¸ÂI¼\n A£cmÀ°¯n I¸ensâ ht¡mfw
bm{X¡msc Ip¯n\nd¨n«pv. bm{X¡mcpsS kuIcy§sf¸änsbm¶pw AhÀ¡v bmsXmcp
Nn´bpanÃ. U¡nepw Iym_n\nepw \ShgnIfnepw tImWnIfnepw ^Ìv ¢mknepw sk¡âv
¢mknepapÅ Xo³apdnIfnepw Nc¡dIfnepsaÃmw In«p¶ FÃm Øe¯pw FÃm apdnIfnepw
a\pjyPohnIsf A«nbn«ncn¡pIbmWv. Ahcne[nIhpw CuPn]vXn \n¶pw hS¡³ B{^n¡bnÂ
\n¶papÅ XoÀ°mSIcmWv. Kz ´w bm{XbpsS e£yw I¬ap¼n IXpsImv am{XamWv
henb hW¡t¯msS ]cmXntbXpanÃmsX A\mhiyamb B IjvS¸mSv apgph³ AhÀ A\p`hn¨Xv.
BWp§fpw s]®p§fpw Ip«nIfpaS§p¶ B Xn§p¶ kwL§Ä I¸Â]eIIfn Fs´mcp t¢it¯msSbmWv
sRcp§n¡gnªXv. Fs´mcp IjvS¸mtSmsSbmWv AhÀ kz´w Bhiy§Ä \ndthänbXv(I¼\n
AhÀ¡v Blmcsam¶pw sImSp¯ncp¶nÃ). shůn\pthn h®wIpdª ]m«Ifpw Pek©nIfpw
G´n Fs´mcp Xn¡pw Xnc¡pamWhÀ ImWn¨Xv. a\pjyXbpsS Cu AXymhiy\nanj§fnÂ
Fs´mcp ZpcnXamWhÀ A\p`hn¨Xv. {]mÀY\¡pap¼pÅ AwKkv\m\w sN¿m³ shůn\pthn
Sm¸pIÄ¡p ap¼n Znhkw A©pt\chpw F§s\bmWhÀ Xn§n¡qSnbXv. Gsdt¸À¡pthn
hfsc¡pd¨p Sm¸pItf Dmbncp¶pÅq.
I¸ensâ Ccp\neIÄ¡pw Xmsg
AKm[amb Nc¡dIfnse hoÀ¸pap«en Fs´mcp IjvS¸mSmWv Ahc\p`hn¨ncn¡pI. aäp
kab§fn Nc¡psI«pIfpw s]«nIfpw am{Xta B Ø e¯v IbämdpÅq. CsXms¡ ImWm\nShcp¶
Bcpw Cu XoÀ°mSIcpsS hnizmk¯nsâ iàn Xncn¨dnbpI Xs¶ sN¿pw. a¡sb¸änbpÅ
hnNmc¯n Ahc{Xam{Xw eo\cmbncp¶XpsImv AhÀ Cu IjvS¸mSpIsfms¡ kXy¯n A\p`hn¡p¶p
F¶v Xotc tXm¶pIbnÃ. lÖns\¸än am{Xta AhÀ kwkmcn¨ncp¶pÅq. kao]`mhnbnte¡v
Däpt\m¡p¶ hn Imcw sImv AhcpsS apJw {]Imi]qÀWambncp¶p. kv{XoIÄ
an¡t¸mgpw kwLw tNÀ¶v hnip² \Kcs¯¸än ]mSn. hopw B ]Ãhn DbÀ¶ptIÄ¡mbn.
essºIv, AÃmlp½ essºIv'.
cmw Znhkw D¨tbmsS I¸ense
sskd¬ apg§p¶Xv tI«p. R§Ä dm_nKnsâ ]cn[nbnse¯n F¶Xnsâ kqN\bmWXv. Pn±¡v
hS¡pÅ Hcp sIm¨p XpdapJamWv dm_nKv. ]mc¼cya\pkcn¨v ChnsSsh¨v hS¡³ {]tZi§fnÂ
\ns¶¯p¶ ]pcpj·mcmb XoÀ°mSIÀ km[mcW hkv{X§Ä Dt]£n¨v XoÀ°mSI thjamb
Clvdmw [cn¡Ww. shfp¯ I¼nfnbpsStbm ]cp¯nbpsStbm Xp¶m¯ cpIjvWw
XpWnbmWnXv. CXnsem¶v Acbn Npäp¶p. AXv sRcnbmWnhsc XmWpInS¡pw. atäXv
Npaen\p Npäpw AbªpXq§n¡nS¡pw. Xead¡pIbnÃ. {]hmNIsâ BÚb\pkcn¨mWv Cu
hkv{X[mcWw. ssZhtKlw kµÀin¡p¶Xn\pthn temI¯nsâ FÃm tImWnÂ\n¶pambn hs¶¯p¶
hnizmknIÄ¡nSbn bmsXmcp hn[¯nepÅ A]cnNnXXzhpw tXm¶m³ ]mSnà F¶psh¨mWv
{]hmNI³ Cu hkv{Xw [cn¡m³ BÚm]n¨Xv. AXpt]mse XoÀ°mSIÀ¡nSbn hwi¯nsâtbm
tZi¯nsâtbm k¼¯nsâtbm Øm\am\§fpsStbm bmsXmcp hyXymkhpw ImWm³ ]mSnà F¶psh¨pw
AXphgn X§sfÃmw ktlmZc·mcmsW¶pw ssZ¯nsâbpw a\pjysâbpw ap¼n X§Ä
XpeycmsW¶pw a\Ênem¡Ww. A§s\ s]s«¶pXs¶ R§fpsS I¸en \n¶v ]pcpj·mcpsS
hkv{X¯nse FÃm¯cw hÀW¸In«pw A{]Xy£ambn. C\nbpw \n§Ä ¡v SpWojy¡mcpsS Nph¶
XÀ_qtim, samtdm¡¡mcpsS tamSnbmÀ¶ _mÀ\qtkm, CuPn]vjy³ ^ÃmlpIfpsS
Ae¦mc]qÀWamb Ke_n¿tbm ImWm\mhnÃ. \n§Ä¡p Npäpw FhnsSbpw hn\oXamb
ip{`hkv{Xw am{Xw. bmsXmcp Ae¦mchpanÃmsX AXoh am\yXtbmsS \S¶p\o§p¶
icoc§fn Ah Xq§n¡nS¡p¶p. Cu hkv{Xamät¯msS AhÀ XoÀ°mS\¯nsâ AhØbnte¡v
amdnbXv t]mse tXm¶pw. Clvdmw icoc¯nsâ an¡ `mKhpw Xpd¶pImWn¡pw F¶Xv
sImv h\nXIfmb XoÀ°mSIÀ X§fpsS km[mcW hkv{XamWv [cn¡p¶Xv. ]t£, R§fpsS
I¸enepmbncp¶ kv{XoIÄ shÅtbm Idpt¸m am{Xta [cn¨pÅq. CuPn]vjy³ h\nXIÄ
Idp¯Xpw hS¡³ B{^n¡³ h\nXIÄ shÅbpw, B kv{XoIÄ Cu Nn{X¯nte¡v \nds¸menabptSXmb
bmsXmcp kv]Àihpw sImph¶nÃ. aq¶mw Znhkw {]`mXambtXmsS Atd_y³ Xoc¯n\pap¼nÂ
I¸Â \¦qcan«p. R§fn an¡hcpw I¼nbgn¡Sp¯p\n¶v ]pecnaªneqsS ]Xps¡ DbÀ¶phcp¶
B tZit¯ ¡v I®p]dn¡msX t\m¡n.
FÃm `mK¯p\n¶pw h¶Sp¡p¶ XoÀ°mSI¡¸epIfpsS
\ngÂNn{X§Ä. Ah¡pw Xoc¯n\pw CSbn kap{ZPe§Ä \c¨ aªbpw acXI¸¨bpw IeÀ¶
hÀWcmPnIÄ sN¦Sensâ Ing¡³ Xoc¯nt\mSv tNÀ¶v \opInS¡p¶ ]hng¸päpIfpsS
HfnbmWXv. Ah¡p ]ndIn Ingt¡m«v \opInS¡p¶ CcpXpw XmWXpamb Ip¶pt]mse
tXm¶n¡p¶ Ft´m H¶v. ]t£, kqcy³ DZn¨pbÀ¶t¸mÄ AXv s]s«¶v Ip¶ÃmXmbn. AXv
IS¯ocs¯ Hcp \Kcambn. DbÀ¶pbÀ¶pt]mIp¶ hoSpIfpw Nph¸pw \c¨ aªbpw IeÀ¶ ]hng¡ÃpIfpsS
t\À¯ sIm¨pcq]§fpambn kap{Z¯nsâ AXncn \n¶v AXv Ibdn¡bdnt¸mIp¶p.
CXmWv Pn± F¶ XpdapJ ]«Ww.
]ns¶¸ns¶ AhnSs¯ sIm¯nsbSp¯ InfnhmXnepIfpw taÂX«pIfnse acwsImpÅ adIfpw
\n§Ä¡v Xncn¨dnbmdmhp¶p. AhnSs¯ CuÀ¸apÅ hmbp Ch¡v Htct]mepÅ \c¨
Nqphnc t]mse XÅn\n¡p¶ shfp¯ an\mcw. hopw B hnfn. "essºIv, AÃmlp½
essºIv' AXpbcpIbmWv. X§fpsS kap¶X {]Xo£IfpsS \m«nte¡v apJwXncn¨v shůn\p
apIfnÂ\n¡p¶ shÅ [cn¨ XoÀ °mSIcpsS ]ncnapdp¡§fn \n¶v AXv DbÀ¶phcp¶p.
BßkaÀ¸W¯nsâbpw DtZzK¯ntâXpamb B BËmZ{]IS\w. |